the past 2 nights i have actually slept and it has been amazing. im have truely missed a good nights sleep. today i woke refreshed and ready, so i ended up being more productive today then i have been in weeks. . . WEEKS!.. I did laundry, dishes, sweeping, going to the playground, playing outside, reading a book, making dinner. these are things i would normally do but since i was in such a funk for the past 6-8 weeks it was a struggle to do anything, well more then 2 things a day instead of all of them in one.
the kids are insane i tell you insane, it seems sometimes that balian miss's joss more then me. joss is fighting sleep the best she can and even with biting her lips and bumping her head she would fight and fight laying down. balian is still needing to be swaddeled to sleep, and is unable to be moved once he does fall asleep.
i cant wait for payday, amos and i agreed that we can spend $30 each on evony. its a online game we both play together. i also cant wait for a minispa day for myself as a late anniversity gift as well as dinner and getting amos a present since we didnt get to celbrate our anniversity since joss was sick and out sitter was fired.
i started taking the new meds, but for now im going to stay on the lower dose and see how that goes, instead of upping it on saturday to double what it is.
we are going to try to get in on the next marriage retreat to garmish again. i hope when amos goes back to work its not full. if we can we will drive this time and take out bikes instead of going by bus.
i still need to find a hair style i like, i have 60E to go get it cut. ive wanted my hair cut for a long time im just so tired of having the same style since high school and beyond. i need a change and my hair is the place to start it grows back if i dont like it.
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