well i thuoght i didnt

i guess i should of known better... i took the kids to the pool with a friend and we all had a blast, i soaked our skin with 50SPF sunblock and felt giddy that i didnt end up with a lobster like glow when we left 4hrs later. the kids even work SPF shirts that helped block the evil rays of "BOB"(sun) *** long story but thats a shout out to Myrah***

when we got home there was no evil sunburn headache that ive become accustomed to. it wasn't till after dinner when Amos made steaks on the new grill did i feel the warm touch of this afternoon.

Since it is a 4day weekend i had hoped be able to go to Tanus wonderland Friday since thats family day and 5Euro cheaper.

But...then after a quick look at the paper i realized that.

1. 4-5 July is a Roman Fest in TRIER!!!!!!!!!
2. 11 JULY IS THE HEIDELBERG CASTLE LIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!
3. i want to go to both so we will wait for Tanus wonderland.

we hope to be able to go back to Edelweiss this July with the Marriage retreat, our name is on the list when it opens to the BDE.

we have our tickets for the garrison 4th of July celebration, and a bunch of food for the 4th, Im going to test my meds by going to the fireworks, i think Joss will love them. and our talks of having a yardsale have been put on hold yet again. maybe we will get around to it before we move from here when ever that is.

im trying to stay as postive and present/furture thinking, though there are moments when i dont think it helps at all, and i think the meds are starting to give me a good baseline again. But atlas, you have to crawl before you can walk...