i cant tell you the first time it happened but lately more and more then i willing to admit, i find myself in conversations with myself. that voice in my head has gotten to be quite vocal... i discuss everything with myself, dinner ideas, what i should do next to maximize my time and effort.
i had this Epiphany today when i was driving home from Mainz kastel. The radio wasnt on, only the AC In the car, i was soaking in the silance when... she started talking. now you must understand this voice is my alter ego, somewhere growing up i named her Josephine but i have changed it a few times since, now she is back tobeing a nameless "goddess" of my mind. only... she is about 40 lbs lighter, and a size 10. other then that we share all other features, well shes more patient and undertanding as well. maybe thats where all my "didnt i raise you better" went.
why am i even bringing it up, well i dont know. im glad its only 1 voice and the voice trys to help me be a better person. so for what its worthi hope i listen to myself.
last night i got only a few (3) hrs of sleep, i guess thats what i get for bragging. but even with no coffee and caffine i was prodctive today, even buying a propane grill for the 4th. i had a physical therepy appt but it was suddenly canceled by the clinic , so now i must reschedule.
i have a lot do tomorrow as well, get the mail, go swimming, clean and do laundry. but im most excited about swimming. joss loves the water and we are going with her buddy down the block. i just want to be able to get in the water and stay cool. to bad i know no matter what i do i will end up a lobster anyway.
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I talk to myself alot too. I don't usually do it out loud but in my head and will discuss things with myself. Or I'll go over a situation in my head, what I would do and say. I sometimes will speak out loud and Gavin will ask me what I said or who am I talking to. Sometimes I imagine myself saying and doing crazy things that I would not do in real life. My "imaginary" person is a bit more of an extrovert and is good at standing up for herself than I am because I also imagine myself telling people off when they make me angry.
ReplyDeleteHA, but I'm glad I'm not the only one who does this. I always thought I had issues.